Blabbers.

I HATE IT I HATE IT!

I don't deserve all these fucking retarded stuff.

Damn pissed off.

Yelled. Grumbled. Shouted. Cried. Sobbed.

Quality time of mine!

Whispers : So so so sorry. I've been neglecting my blog since I start working. Yeah I know I broke my promise. I update my blog effin' slow like, thousand years later after the last post. And I'm losing more and more blog readers. Yeah screw me.=(

As what I had mentioned previously, I've start working at The Katerina Hotel.

First at the Sales & Marketing Dept. but I was then transferred to the Account Dept.

I work so as to fill up my time and Mommy makes sure that I don't rot at home everyday.

So she got me this job.

Everything is okay, just that I have to wake up VERY EARLY everyday and that makes me grumble.

I can't sleep until 2pm now! How saddening right? ~.~

Get to know some friends but most of them are older than me.

So I'm like a small mui mui there. Everyone dotes on me! *evil laughs*

Although I'm as busy as a bee, I still have time for camwhoring! Geez!

At first I got nothing to do because I was still a newbie!

So, I read NOVELS! Hardworking and meaningful right? Yeah praise me.

I love Little Black Dress series! I'm still a teenager and qualified to read that okay! *cheers*

I work from Monday to Saturday. Solid 8 hours everyday. Owh that sucks.

But my work is quite light and easy.

Friends, do come and visit me when you drop by there! *hahaha!*

Maybe I can get a better and cheaper rate for you if you're coming to stay!=)

Loosen my grips.

Reach out my hands.

I've learnt to live for myself.

Live and love my life to the fullest.

Most importantly, live with sincerity and dignity.

Courage.

Small talk : I am being very very discouraged nowadays. Everything seems like to go against me. Oh well, I'm not being emo or what. Just some of my little thoughts. *I'm certainly not referring to what you're thinking right now.Haha!* Xp

I sleep with fear.
I wake up with nightmares.
Someone once said to me that tears are precious.
But that's certainly not my belief, at least for now.
I've lost something very important since some times ago.
Something very precious to me and I didn't realise until now.
Something which I hold a strong belief and love to, suddenly disappeared and faded.
And some blunders and absurdities have crept in.

Something to do, something to love, something to hope for.
The grand essentials of happiness. =)

Would you be there?

Oh?

Owh. It stinks here! My blog has started to rot already!

I'm very very VERY busy lately.

I've started working dy! At the Sales & Marketing Department of Katerina Hotel. LOL.

That explains why I got no time for frequent updates!

But I promise, I'll update soon! VERY VERY soon! *cross heart.@.@*

W.A.I.T for me!=(

Sorry and thank you.

Happy yet sad.

Helpless and lost.

I thought, I thought. And I'm wrong.

I built my way up my life.

But everything seems to be tumbling down.

I cried so hard.

Tears keep on flowing out from my eyes.

Hands trembling. Grasped hardly for air.

Barely able to breathe.

Too much to say.

But hard to tell.

I've lost too much things.

Too much. Too much.

Till I found out that, I'm actually alone.

Mistakes. Wrongdoings.

Corrected. Apologised.

I treasured.

I cherished.

I protected.

Now and always.

Sorry and thank you.

Especially to both of them.

Sincerely.

Mommy's birthday celebration~

It was mommy's birthday yesterday!
Her friends from Lions Club organised a birthday celebration for her at a place which I dunno.
Tricia and Grace were away this year! But they still remember dearest mommy's birthday!=)
They're always mommy's good daughters. *grins*

*The karaoke room~*

Basically, I got nothing to do there and got bored very soon.

I don't know anyone there because most of them were uncles and aunties.=.=

So, I asked Elouise(my youngest sis) to camwhore together. :s

*Do we look alike?*

Then, dinner time!Xp

Damn hungry and I ate A LOT!

Got beer to drink somemore~ *winks*

*This is only part of the food. Couldn't finish all of them. Too much ady.*

*I was dead bored~*

*Tadaa~Yvonne and Elouise!=.=*

*Mommy and Uncle Hyms' wife~*

Soon after that, all of us were gathered in the karaoke room.

For what?

To sing mommy birthday song and then it was the cake-cutting session!^^

*The chocolate cake. 50% cream.=.=*

*So akward to be on the stage~haha~Happy Birthday to Mommy!*

*Mommy's so cute la~her astonished look!LOL.*

*Part of us who attended. Some of them were eating at the other room.*

It was mommy's big day.
So I was being a very very very obedient daughter yesterday. *not yesterday only la,is everyday!haha~*
At least I didn't grumble that I was bored. I sat there and listened attentively to what mommy and her friends chatted about. AND, played with my handphones. LOL.

Went back home at 12.30am after everything ended. Dead tired. :/

*Mommy's birthday celebration was a great success!YAY!*

Happy 54th Birthday to Mommy once again!
May all your wishes come true ya!
Mommy, must take good care of your health o~
Mommy I love you~
Mommy we love you!
Mommy we all love you~!

P/s : Wey Tricia, I prayed very very very hard for you hor! How was your exam? Call us! LOL.=)))

New Mascara!

Finally!

I bought myself this Majolica Majorca's mascara-The Lash Expander Frame Plus!

Everyone is saying its mascara is nice, so I wanna try and see.

I like its design, like Anna Sui's sweet and elegant style.=)

Will try on it soon!^^

Cousins. Movie. Boredom.

Jasmine, Ian and Keith came back! Ahh~~ I miss them so much!!!

Jasmine is my cute cousin sis and we are very good since we were young, like when I was 7 years old?

Haven't seen her for a long time, since CNY I think!

I miss the time we had girls talk!

Didn't manage to talk much to her this time because she was rushing back to JB to finish her prelims on the next day.=(

Jas, good luck in your O-Levels kay?=)))

At night, I went to watch 'Tsunami at Haeundae' with my family.

Inspired by the Tsunami at Acheh in 2004. Quite a nice movie actually.

I like the part when the huge tidal wave hits the city. I cried! T_T

Many lil parts of touching stories.

Remember, cherish the one you love.=)

I'm so bored at home!=(

Relieved.

I feel so relieved after I hung up the phone.

Thanks for listening to me. *I know I crapped a lot~LOL*

And, thanks for the understandings.

*The leng lui - Miss Kah Mun!*

Mun I love euuu~Do you love me?hahahahahaha!@.@ *Kiwi don't kill me~*
Thanks for being my best friend.=)

THANK YOU!!!Xp

P/s : Mun, I updated my blog ady. Touching leh~ Specially for u~ Must cry hor! HAHAHA!

P/p/s : Baby don't get jealous, I love u too!!! *lawls*

It's Sunday!

Selamat Hari Raya to all the Muslims!=)
The makcik next door gave us lots of nice nice foodie! *happy*

And...
Baby, Kiwi and Alex came to BP and visited me, darling Mun and Ny today!
Haven't seen baby for one week dy~ he's still as FAT as ever! LOL.
Baby was so lala and untidy just now.
Looked like wanna go gang fight like that.@.@ * I don't like =(*

We had 'kueh chap' for lunch.
ZOMG! Waited there for almost an hour! So damn lots of people!
Somemore the weather was so hot like hell! =(
Did not take any photos today. *I didn't bring my camera~*

Kay, going out for supper~Ciao~